hug

time like this, I just miss your hug.. :(

Can you hug me please? I feel so alone. :(

I miss you... I miss US. :'(

I don't give up easily, I fight for what I want. It takes a lot for me to actually give up on something or someone.I can't just throw away all the hard work and time I put into it. I can't give up because times are hard, especially If that person means so much to me. I keep fighting for what I want until I can't fight anymore, until giving up is the only option left. :(

I wish I had the guts to walk away from what we had. But I can't because I know you won't come after me, and that's what hurts the most. :(

I can't.. :(  because sometimes, all you can do is hold on, no matter how painful it's gonna be, because you know it's more painful when you lose it.

but you know what? I'm still being optimistic, that everything will be fine no matter how long will it takes.. I'm willing to wait. because that's how much I love you. 

"Sometimes you have to test someone not because you don't trust them but to see how much they're willing to prove they love you." - then I'll prove it to you.

Once in a lifetime.

I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life. I miss you.

my bestfriend.. my other half. :)

We are a little weird, and life's a little weird, and when We find someone whose weirdness compatible with ours, We join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it LOVE! ♥♥♥