CONFUSED.

             That's what I feel right now.. few days from now I'm getting a year older again. I'm still thinking what will happen to me in the future.. where will I be 2 years from now? am I still happy being an spontaneous person?

             Time is running so fast that I think I can't compete with it. I still have so much plans for my self.. for my family.. and with him. I don't know where to start. I want every person around me are happy. but how can I do that if I myself is not sure if I'm still happy?

            At my age right now. I'm still not satisfied in all my accomplishments in life. I know I can do more. as I'm evaluating myself, I'm still in the stage of life were all materials things makes me happy. and I want to control it. 'coz I'm not getting any younger. I should be focusing in building a business on my own. and saving for myself in the future.

         I hope before that day comes, I'll know what I really want to do and where I want to be. but some things won't change for sure. I still want my family, friends and him beside me while I'm achieving my personal goals. :) more travel, more memories, more experience.. much love, good health for the people I love, more blessings! that's my birthday wish!

LIFE

              In Life we do things. some we wish we had never done. some we wish we could replay a million times in our heads. but they all makes us who we are, and in the end they shape every details about us. If we were to reverse any of them we wouldn't be the person we are. so, JUST LIVE.. MAKE MISTAKES.. HAVE WONDERFUL MEMORIES.. but never ever second guess who you are. where you have been. and most importantly, where it is you're going..