keep going

                              No matter what you do, no matter how many times you screw up and think to yourself " there's no point to carry on", No matter how many people tell you that you can't do it. - KEEP GOING. DON'T QUIT.
                              Don't Quit, Because a month from now you will be much closer to your goal that you are now. yesterday you said tomorrow. Make today count.

CONFUSED.

             That's what I feel right now.. few days from now I'm getting a year older again. I'm still thinking what will happen to me in the future.. where will I be 2 years from now? am I still happy being an spontaneous person?

             Time is running so fast that I think I can't compete with it. I still have so much plans for my self.. for my family.. and with him. I don't know where to start. I want every person around me are happy. but how can I do that if I myself is not sure if I'm still happy?

            At my age right now. I'm still not satisfied in all my accomplishments in life. I know I can do more. as I'm evaluating myself, I'm still in the stage of life were all materials things makes me happy. and I want to control it. 'coz I'm not getting any younger. I should be focusing in building a business on my own. and saving for myself in the future.

         I hope before that day comes, I'll know what I really want to do and where I want to be. but some things won't change for sure. I still want my family, friends and him beside me while I'm achieving my personal goals. :) more travel, more memories, more experience.. much love, good health for the people I love, more blessings! that's my birthday wish!

LIFE

              In Life we do things. some we wish we had never done. some we wish we could replay a million times in our heads. but they all makes us who we are, and in the end they shape every details about us. If we were to reverse any of them we wouldn't be the person we are. so, JUST LIVE.. MAKE MISTAKES.. HAVE WONDERFUL MEMORIES.. but never ever second guess who you are. where you have been. and most importantly, where it is you're going..

I Love You

"I love you" means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you when you’re in a bad mood or too tired to do things I want to do. It means loving you when you’re down, not just when you’re fun to be with. I love you means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, hoping you feel the same way for me.

talking to you. ;)

Not literally every minute, but throughout the day. Just having someone there being able to take you away from your boredom or to occupy you when you’re bored, or to just simply talk to you about how your day went. It’s comforting to know that someone genuinely wants and likes to talk to you. :)

"August please be good to me"

"August please be good to me"

kakasimula palang ng ng August lahat nalang ng nangyayari sakin ay hindi maganda.. first: tulad ng pang 2nd day ko ng halfday dahil sa sobrang pag ka late ko.. strike 2 na.. dahil sa bagyong kabayan.. hindi pa nga tayo nakakarecover sa isang bagyo ito nanaman. second: sobrang nasasaktan pa din ako lalo ng nabasa ko yun. so now hindi muna ako magffb para hindi ganun ka sakit kasi wala naman akong alam dba? :) much better. hmm.. pero may maganda namang nangyari sakin. ok na ulet kami ng mom ko. atleast nabawasan na yung  problema na iniisip ko dba?. 

hopefully.. for the following days.. everything will be fine.. I'm still positive.. and I have too! :)

hug

time like this, I just miss your hug.. :(

Can you hug me please? I feel so alone. :(

I miss you... I miss US. :'(

I don't give up easily, I fight for what I want. It takes a lot for me to actually give up on something or someone.I can't just throw away all the hard work and time I put into it. I can't give up because times are hard, especially If that person means so much to me. I keep fighting for what I want until I can't fight anymore, until giving up is the only option left. :(

I wish I had the guts to walk away from what we had. But I can't because I know you won't come after me, and that's what hurts the most. :(

I can't.. :(  because sometimes, all you can do is hold on, no matter how painful it's gonna be, because you know it's more painful when you lose it.

but you know what? I'm still being optimistic, that everything will be fine no matter how long will it takes.. I'm willing to wait. because that's how much I love you. 

"Sometimes you have to test someone not because you don't trust them but to see how much they're willing to prove they love you." - then I'll prove it to you.

Once in a lifetime.

I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life. I miss you.

my bestfriend.. my other half. :)

We are a little weird, and life's a little weird, and when We find someone whose weirdness compatible with ours, We join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it LOVE! ♥♥♥

teary-eyed.

You're my smile, you're my fear, you're the reason of every emotion that I bear.

this words.. still got me teary-eyed. It felt like the first time I read it. :'(

Dinner at Cafe Lidia, Marikina

Cafe Lidia is located at 64 Calderon St., Calumpang, Marikina City
Contact number is (02)6477606

From the outside, the restaurant seemed ordinary. After all it was located along a very busy street, with jeepneys plying along the road. But once you go in, you notice immediately that this place is special. The ambiance is cozy, relaxed and inviting. Friendly waiters mill around, ready to assist even when they were obviously busy. We were seated in a booth with a view of the dessert cabinet, making my sweet tooth tingle even before we ordered our entrée.

For our appetizer we ordered Mozzarella sticks. It was served with marinara sauce.Php 130.00

Then We had buffalo wings. Beautifully glazed, not too spicy and the price kept low by serving them with sour cream, instead of the traditional bleu cheese, on the side. Php 150.00

Aside from Den Henrico's Buffalo wings which is my all time favorite. Cafe Lidia's buffalo wings also taste good. smaller and cheaper.

House Pizza Special Php 220.00

Thin crust pizza with crunchy edges has pepperoni, ham, bacon, mushroom, onion, bell pepper, pineapple.

Shrimp in Arrabiata Sauce - Php 165.00 

Fettucine pasta in spicy tomato sauce with spicy shrimp.

 

Pasta with tuna and bacon Php 200.00

And this us.. having a picture taking before we eat. 

Next time I will definitely try other pizzas, pasta dishes, salads, sandwiches, rice meals and even roast chicken and pan seared cream dory. We will definitely try them when we come back,we will definitely be coming back. Hopefully I can bring my babe here because he's also a food lover like me. :)

By the way, let me just mention that the restrooms were very clean too, therefore adding to the wonderful dining experience.

Again, do come and visit Cafe Lidia, it is definitely a place where good italian food, reasonable prices and relaxed atmosphere converge.

Thanks to you.

You obviously have no idea how you made a big impact in my life, simply because it’s not easy to show it. I may express my feelings for you by doing little things, which I know means a lot to you. But seriously, can you imagine how you make my everyday a lot more fun? :) You still are, and will always be the one who can cheer me up and make me feel that everything with you is so easy. We may fight and argue over little things, but I know, deep down inside you, is a soft heart willing to forgive me for what I have done and not let pride take over you, you put down your pride like a man, like a gentleman that never let his own pride make his girl feel that it is more important than her. You honestly impress me with that, and I hope you won’t change. I can’t imagine my life being with somebody and be this happy. I hope you will remain in my life for as long as possible. You came, my world revolves around you. And without a doubt, you are just the best thing that happened in my life.

My day is not complete until I talk to you.

You’ve became a part of my daily routine. I feel weird for some reason when we don’t talk. its just I still feel like my day isn’t complete. Even one simple word like ‘hi’ from you can make my day. It just feels nice to have your company knowing that you can’t be here for me physically.